I need help/answers asap?

Last night I smoked this wanna be X (I think) it had a heart, I mixed the X with this liquid called "Sacred Blue Lotus", I than poured the liquid on a "Black & Mild" than smoked it, It had the nastiest taste ever! I only did it because I was depressed & mad and didn't care anymore, I also popped 4 more of the wanna Be X pills with "Brandy" (Alcohol). Today it's been hard for me to breath kind of, and I feel weird all day. I'm scared because I never done something like this before. So I need help and answers please.